no.

I woke up at five and can't go back to sleep. I have to clean my room and get everything organized. My Ramones poster refused to stay on my wall. Every night I'd hear it peeling off the wall just above my head...so this morning I stuck push pins in it. And now the symmetry is off. Because the Audrey poster doesn't have push pins...but the Elvis one does. I might be slightly insane.

Tonight I'm supposed to be going out drinking. Tonight I'm also supposed to go to a party. Either one involves drinking but I'm taking Option A. I don't really even like drinking all that much. Especially with dumb drunks. Ha. Allison and I had jello shots on 4th of July. We were home alone after the fireworks and decided it would be a good time to get a little tipsy. We were dancing and laughing and having a lot of fun and then I heard car doors and we had to act normal around my parents. It's good that we've got a history of acting dumb around each other or they might have suspected something. ;)

I'm trying really hard to stay awake and what song does my CD player decide to toss my way? I Need Some Sleep by The Eels. Nice.

Yesterday was the 40th anniversary of Woodstock. :) Yay hippies!

I can't really bring myself to regret anything. My thinking process is really weird. That CD is skipping really bad and it's bothering me. I have to fix that.

xo.

fuck.

I feel like screaming.

Infinite. :)

Snow + Vancouver + Halloween + Broomfield + Next year + Salvation Mountain = A very very happy Carrie Jo. :)

fuck.

that's all.

begin-

i don't know if i want to start school this fall

well isn't this nice.

i promised you i'd never give up

'if it makes you happy,
it can't be that bad,
if it makes you happy,
then why the hell are you so sad?'

i've got to call about my job in like two hours.
i need to shower and wash off yesterday's make up.
ugh. i hate sleeping in make up. but sometimes you
just can't help it. if you're me. which you aren't. damn.
i'm rambling. :)

God, i just waisted fifteen minutes.
i don't even remember what i've been doing.
i hate when that happens.

<3

give it back give it back give it back give it back give it back.